Fall Break Experience

This is the beginning of a back log of entries from my Fall Break Immersion trip in Tucson, AZ. Here is a little about what we did first:

We spent Oct 16-Oct 20 in Tucson. We went there and stayed at Most Holy Trinity Parish. The pastor there, Fr. Bill, and the social justice coordinator, Leo, helped us see the many side of the immigration issue in America. Saturday we saw a play called "No Roosters In Arizona." It is based on the true story of four women who wandered the Arizona desert trying to find a home in America. Sunday we went to a Mariachi Mass (very fun!) and then to a forum about Scripture and Immigration. Fr. Bill gave a talk about what the Bible says about hospitality and Leo gave a talk about the history of the United States Conference of Catholic Bishops (USCCB) and their recent statement, in conjunction with the Mexican Bishops, about immigration reform. Monday we drove down to Nogalas, AZ (right on the Border) and toured the Border Patrol Station and let them tell us about what they do. Then we went to downtown Tucson and set in on Operation Streamline, the governments way to streamline the plea hearings of people who entered the country illegally. Most pleas guilty and are sentenced in less that 3 minutes. We were there for an hour and fifteen minutes and about 70 people had their hearings and were sentenced.  Tuesday we went out with a group of Samaritans. The Samaritans is a group completely funded by volunteers and donations. Their goal is to go out into the desert, to leave water for those traveling through the desert, and to offer emergency first aid to those who are dying. They first took us to Sasabe, AZ where we drove to the wall that has been put up on the Mexican/American border. Then we drove and saw some wells that are on a federal wildlife reserve. They have put taps on them so people can refill their water jugs. Then we walked a migrant trail with them, checking to see if any water had been taken from a drop earlier that week (to see if the trail is being used) and we picked up litter (bottles, food tins, clothes, backpacks, etc.) on the trial. It was a very trying, testing, educational trip. I learned a lot, learned I knew so little, realized that I am blessed more than I ever knew, and tried my faith a little. But I know I came out of this experience stronger than I was before.

I will put up more journal entries later. :-)

Broken Records.

Sorry for the immense neglect of this blog the past couple of months. School hit me hard and unexpectedly. I don't know what it is about this semester: if it is the lack of a true summer vacation or this new internship that I haven't had to balance in in the past, or something else, but I have not been in school mode this first half of the semester. I also haven't been praying as much, and let me tell you, if you think that a few minutes in prayer a day don't make a difference, try going without them and you turn into me last Friday. I was drained. Literally running on empty. I couldn't process anything and at some points I could barely stand up. I was in a complete fog and schoolwork and work-work alike were neglected. I hope my essay I turned in last week was okay. I barely remember it. I NEED to find the time for prayer, time to devote totally to God. Right now I feel like a hypocrite: the life I led and the life I preached this summer is currently a lie. I am not living Totus Tuus. Why should all of those kids believe me when I don't even live the life. I miss daily Mass, but unfortunately it is hard to get my schedule to go with it. But a few minutes of prayer a day is a lot, and I need to do it! I can do it! And after 20+ hours of sleep this weekend, I think I am ready to fix my lack of prayer and make God more a part of my life. I feel like a broken record, saying this over and over, but sometimes I take two steps back and one forward, but the important thing is that eventually I do make it forward, even if it is just a tiny bit. A relationship with God is not a one time thing, but a life long journey. I am just trying to stay on the path.